Ok, I don't even know what to say. I'm not going to go on some rant about the guy, because that would just be acting like I'm 16 and not turning 20, haha. So instead, I'll say this. Watch out for the guys who always want to upgrade. One minute they're sweet and adoring, and the next they've found someone prettier. Ouch eh? Good thing I found this out before we let it grow into more than the friendship, well sort of.
Anyhow, my week has been utterly ridiculous. So busy, I don't know what to do with myself! I need a break so badly, but there's no time! Technically I shouldn't even be taking my term break, because I have a major paper due, and should be studying for midterms. This is awful, I'm starting to lose out on sleep too much again, I mean, I can handle it for a while, but my eyes are all brownish blue underneath, and I feel unattractive.
Umm, I don't really have much else to update. I'm not allowed to get my tattoo, because if they looked into it, I would have broken the school contract that I signed, as well as defied authority, so instead I'll be staying nice and un-inked. I don't really mind though, so far as I can see, it's God testing me to see if I'm willing to be humble and back down, so I'll glady do it.
God wise things are suffering a bit due to the fact that I'm overwhelmed with reading and tutorials and German, etc. But not to a desperate point. I'm still learning new things about Him and myself all the time. It's sort of strange to try and make an actual friendship, rather than a metaphorical one. I used to think I had one, but MAN was I way off. Haha... I love finding out how completely blind and wrong I was before. These journeys really never do end, do they.
"Though God is the powerful thunder, and force behind the storm, it's the gentle whisper of rain that brings refreshment to us."
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1 comment:
I can completely understand the blue-ish brown eyes and lack of sleep thing. Let me guess, your alarm clock's snooze button is also seeing an inordinate amount of activity. I'm glad to see you've finally come to your senses regarding the tattoo :). Anyways, have fun with the german and all else. Remember to sleep. Remember to find those times to go off alone with your bible and sit somewhere cold enough that you will not fall asleep ... remember that year at YQ when you had to come and wake me up in the prayer room ... lol. ta.
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