Oh men...

Alright, so needless to say, abs ended up being a bit of a flop. Sure he had the kind of stomach one finds in Calvin Klein underwear commercials, and yes, he makes a lot of money and has cute guinea pigs. But he was majorly lacking in a few other things, a) control over his party lifestyle, like really, cocaine? b) literacy - he thought tactile meant he worked with tiles, puh-lease, and c) maturity. Needless to say, he'll be a great friend, but I couldn't ever be with him. Being stuck in a highschool mindset is not my thing.

Apparently I've charmed another older guy though. I met "S" at a friend's house party, and although he's 31 (I think, I might be off by a year, lol) he thought I was sweet and also quite smart despite being so much younger than him. Now he's interested and trying to get my number, lol. I doubt much of anything would happen with S though, because that's a pretty intense age difference, and even though I like older guys, I barely know him. Mind you, we're friends with the same people, so given some time, who knows?

I've successfully gotten rid of the Calm air guy, he doesn't bother me anymore, which is nice, though there is still a girl trying to get me to date her. Despite my continually pointing out how much I ADORE men. Ugh, lol. Go figure when I'm really not looking anymore, I suddenly get put on the radar. Maybe it's a mental thing that sends off signals "I'm not intersted... therefore I'm sexy."

Anyway, I'm in the apartment, which while I love it, can be a tad lonely now and then. So I think I'll get a little pet sometime. I'm not entirely sure what, but it'd be nice to have a little companion. Maybe I'll get a live in, lol. "Hey you, yeah you, the hot one, wanna come live with me? All I ask is you cook for me, and give me intelligent conversation!" Haha, if only.

Work has been getting a little bit overwhelming, which is why it'll be nice to go down to the cabin-home for a few days. 3 years and over a million dollars later, my family has pretty much finished it! Mind you some of the finer details aren't done, but the house itself is, and we're moved in, and it's liveable! Too bad I don't get to enjoy it, haha. Oh life. But I'm thinking a few days with the lake, skidoo, maybe some ice fishing, and sitting by our enormous fireplace will be awesome, not to mention just seeing the family and having some wine and good suppers. I'm excited. Though I'm definitely going to miss a few people around here, lol.

Anyway, I hope this was a decent enough blog *cough CLAIRE* and I'm sure I'll post again while I'm at the cabin. I love you all, BIIIG hug!

Beth